Heart Of Darkness

I stole the title
The way I want to steal her heart
Traveling through the jungle of her emotions
Conrad and Eliot knew how I feel
Awash in the river of her soul
Pushing onward onward onward
Kurtz should have been a woman
With the beauty and madness
In her eyes
In the flowing mane of her hair
I feel the madness myself
Sanity slowly slipping away
I am thankful for the insane moments
As Poe was
I want to be a thief
Possess everything that is beautiful
Everything that is rare as ivory
Not because of the money
Because I lust for beauty
I lust for passion
I lust for everything that she is
I want to be the blood flowing through her veins
The savage river of her body
Her heart is a dark place
The light and the love cannot escape
But remain in her heart forever
It is so beautiful
Her shining beauty
At the center of all darkness

Suicide Pact Poem

If you want to kill yourself
I am here
To take my life with yours
Without a thought
A suicide pact
Between your feelings and mine
Because I am in love with you
And fuck the reasons
I do not care what anyone thinks
About the love we share or how much I drink
If you want to die
I will go there with you
To the gates of hell
I will follow you down
If the madness calls I will answer the phone
It is better than suffering a life all alone
Dig your nails into my chest
And rip out my heart
It belongs to you
With blood on your hands
Grab me by the throat
Kiss me on the mouth
Rip open my pants
And fuck me hard
If you want it to end
Please take me with you
Then we could find some eternal peace
Forever in your arms
My face in your sweet breasts